So this weekend I decided to blow off studying for my exam. I feel kind of guilty but I was starting to feel a little burnt out last week I think I needed a weekend off. So, instead of studying I got wasted Friday night and talked to Steve and freaked out. Then I was completely worthless Saturday, and on Sunday played basketball and ate a ton of lasagna.
I can’t wait till this exam is over. It’s the 3rd and final test, and after I pass, I will be a CFA. Can’t f**king wait. I think part of the reason I was getting burnt out last week was that I was questioning my dedication towards putting so much god damn effort into trying to better myself. I look at all my friends and most people I know, and I don’t feel like anybody else is working and busting their butt either going to school or some other sort of further education. So why do I feel the need to do this? It’s kind of annoying. Further adding fuel to my fire is that after I’m done with this test, I plan on going back to school and getting my MBA, probably from UW. So, it’s not like this is the end of the road for me in terms of studying and working outside of my normal job. Ugggghhhh…It makes me want to puke.
So I guess the real question I have….Is it all worth it? Is this really going to put me in a better position? I know a lot of people who are too stupid to tie their own shoes, yet are making good money and being successful……It’s really frustrating. They’re not doing anything to better themselves…….. Hopefully this will be worth it in the long-run, but it’s just frustrating putting all this pressure on myself while I’m still young….I hope I will not regret this later.
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No.....There's a lot of people I know that I was putting under that umbrella....
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